VCTMS

Official Music Video for “twenty/eight“

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Lyrics
 
I don’t want to keep fighting 
I don’t want to wish for the best 
We all know what’s coming 
Been 28 years of this 
Waiting for yet another relapse 
Something else I can’t ever fix 
Become a whole different person 
Someone no one will ever miss 
I don’t fucking want this  

I don’t want this 
But I still have shit to do 
When I know it’s over 
I’m not rotting in some fucking room 
Repeat the process to stay alive 
Watch the hope inside of you die 
Feel the medication burn your insides 
And tell everyone you’re fine.

This wasn’t my choice 

But it’s all that i know 
You suffer right through 
And put on a show 
Don’t worry about me 
Don’t worry about it 
If I’m dying in my youth 
Well I can’t really stop it 

What is the price of life 
When it just turns to survival 
Losing everything you loved 
Putting yourself on idle 

When can you say that you can’t take anymore 
Seeing yourself through the mirror 
Watching as your body deplores 

How much until you break? 
Skin and bone, exposing your ribcage
Another hospital stay 

I don’t want to keep fighting 
I don’t want to wish for the best 
We all know what’s coming 
Been 28 years of this 
Waiting for yet another relapse 
Something else I’ll never be able to fix 
Become a whole different person 
And have everyone think of me less 

I don’t wanna live in a world 
Where everything I loved has died 
I don’t wanna live in a world 
Where everyday we struggle to survive 

Life’s not living 
in a hospital bed 
I’m not living 
When I’m just sick and depressed 
Life is a bitch 
Isn’t it? 

Engineered / Mixed / Mastered / by Brandan Lopez and Hunter Young @ Digital Ghost Audio
Video by sv.rec & Austin Scherzberg
Edited and Graded by Salem Vex,
actress Ava Westcott
Artwork by Ben Hoagland